Aisling on Earth

                     The Empty Tomb , 2026 .......Endless encounter with.. Despair...Failure....... freed by Hope.      

       This radically a new awakening for me, courtesy of Fr. James Martin, S.J. I heard him say, courtesy of Face Book, that the most neglected, in homilies is, the  reality of the Tomb Time, in the reflections on The Paschal Tridium. I could not agree more with this voice, which is raised in the Catholic Church being a place of welcome who frequently see themselves as NOT belonging. He is a Moses figure, a Mandela figure, as he leads those, judged by those who are looking for scapegoats. Those who judge, and act on disfunction. are those who are alienated from their Shadow Side. Because of their rejection, and self imposed harshness, they do not accept the personal challenge of acceptance. So they are looking for a powerless defenseless group, on which they transfer their feelings of guilt, fear and shame.

         Let us make a sincere effort to get inside the room in which the disciples huddled in fear, behind locked toors. The had to deal with guilt, as mostly deserters of Their Master, in His time of need. Fear, thinking they are to be the next victims of the vengeful, power-full enemies of, The Prophet Jesus. Shame, as they see themselves not having any self worth. That is the dynamic  power of shame , we loose our sense of worth, just being who we really are at this moment. What a the thoughts of Peter, destined to be the first pope ? 

   He promised to die with The Master. Now he is alive, and The Master is dead, having suffered an ignominious death, on Calvary. To make their isolation more deadly, they had yet to transformed, and transfigure by The Risen Christ. The Historical Jesus, He died on Calvary. He is NOW, The Risen Christ. The power of His Resurrected Presence, drastically brings about a physic change. When The Holy Spirit is imparted, as tongues of fire, the transformation is immediate. Where there was the dehumanizing results associated with, failure and shame, now they are filled with Hope. From the infusion of Hope, individual, local, and cosmic changes happened. Each one of us, has been chosen and called to be the  power-filled presence, that facilitated the continuation of the gifting of the gift, we call Hope.

              We actively join the disciples in feeling of, guilt, fear, and shame. The legacy of an authentic human journey. Today we are blessed with people who make it their goal in life to free us from the bondage of what I name, the toxic trinity, namely, guilt , fear, and shame.Because the toxic trinity actively wars against a healthy spirituality, we need to awaken, and reawaken to the way from bondage to freedom. Ever any church on the morning of Holy Saturday, we are confronted with the feelings associated with silence. EVEN THOUGH IT IS THE FIRST LANGUAGE, CHOSEN BY CREATIVE, AND CREATING SPIRIT for Self communication, silence in not the language we readily embrace. Noise, distractions upon distraction are the means we choose to avoid silence.

        The uncomfortable silence is. compounded by the presence of absence. No vigil light, to reassure of  The Mystical Presence. All the statutes and cross are shrouded in purple. The tabernacle door is wide open revealing emptiness. There is nothing visible that offers consolation with, a felt experience. There is nothing but nothingness. In nothingness the writers write, there is what is called Divine Nothingness. Anything we see, know, imagine is NOT the real presence of The Living Presence. We cannot point to this, or that, and say there is The Fullness of Divinity. All WE KNOW CONVEYS NOTHING OF THE ESSENCE OF WHO THE DIVINE IS. That is why way back there was a gift bestowed on seekers is is called, The Cloud Of Unknowing. A spiritual classic, revealing, what we know is not The Divinity, what we do not know, is mysteriously hidden, The Unknown. The words Unknowable, Ineffable are also met in writings.

      The book that really blindsided me, 40 plus years ago was "Merton's Palace of Nowhere", by James Finley. He was privileged to be a student of Merton. So, here is where I have arrived. I have slowly being led to this very limited understanding, the place of refuge, the safe place ,in we find welcome, is our slow and conscious immersion in Tomb Time. There in.... silence....emptiness...and nothingness we are loved, without  having to earn, deserve or qualify for this Love. This is not a given.  There there is an ongoing , moment to moment ,battle, a deadly encounter with the death dealing toxic trinity, of guilt....fear...shame. 

  We ,however, been gifted, the gift of Hope. This infinitely active, life enhancing reservoir of Love, is provided in endless quantity because of the Resurrection. Sometimes in temerity Hope is approached. The Infinitely Generous One, does not judge the effort, only embrace our reality as is and responds with all the grace necessary in every existential, moment. ( Know anybody else who offers such love ? If so, make that person your Anam Cara, your soul friend.) This  combination of thought is radically new. There will have to be serious effort on your part. I am so sorry to have, mistakes. I am too tired to face the necessary corrections. Grace please ???The blessings of The Resurrected, may they present in your consciousness, to be both your, light and strength. A Hope filled, mysterious Easter to you all.