" Dig, beneath the surface of,  life"..... Pope Leo, X1V.

        " The capacity to learn...Is a gift.     The ability to learn....Is a skill. 

            The willingness, to learn...... Is a,......CHOICE." (Anonymous" 

           " Come Holy Spirit and humanize, the hardened heart, of this complacent one"

     The prophet Amos, " Woe, to the complacent....they are not made ill, by the collapse of Joseph "

  The Prophet for our time, Pope Leo, is encouraging us,  "to dig the beneath the surface of life", to my present understanding, this means to, GO Deep, and be open to the revelations that will come from, soul work.  Honest, soul work, is an never ending process that we human beings are called, destined to participate in, as a life long challenge.  Souls work sinks roots, for a healthy growth of the trunk, branches, leaves and fruit. No roots, no fruits. The more we respond to this challenge, the deeper we will go. The journey into the depths results in us gradually discovery of a well.  From this well is springing all the nourishment, grace, we are in need of to make an, authentic,  human journey.The more we drink from this well the more we will be in touch with our unique, sparkling,  vivifying, true selves. This nourishes the spirit within,  so we can join The Dove, in spiritual flight. WOW !!! WOW !!!!

 Our ongoing, soul work, gradually reveals the, moment to moment battle, between, the true  self, which is The Gracious creation, and the false self which is our creation. The false self is created so we are able to endure, survive in a, dysfunctional world.  The false self, whose sole occupation is the possession of endless sources of " power, property, and prestige." (Rohr) We make, "power, property, and prestige" (Rohr), the barometer, the gauge for the judging , our intrinsic value and worthwhileness. Now we are going to add to these  real life destructive addictions, " control, comparisons, and contradictions, and we find ourselves in real life choking, life destructing, doodoo . 

How do we break free of these life destruction forces ? Sad to say there is no way into the freedom of the true self, except for, a real life reclaiming, conversion. I am really sad, really sad, to share with you   conversion only happens, at least to my present understanding (2025), trough these contradictory  statements, " Discover the powerlessness of, power, and the power, of, powerlessness"( Rohr) This power is the result of our Paschal Journey, being repeated and repeated. The Historical Rabbi Jesus, endured His Calvary experience just once. We make the journey through suffering, death, tomb time, Resurrection resulting in the experience of a new way of acting and a new way of thinking.

  This reminds me of this old  adage, " we cannot think our way into, a new way of acting, we have to act our way into, a new way of thinking." To be brutally honest, I wish I never was exposed to this life changing, life enhancing challenging reality. My false self, wanted,  no constantly demanded an easier softer way. That ended in my experience of deep alienation, isolation and life destructive practices, which lead to Joe  believing the lie of the false self,  this is really living. Living a common lie, not in The Truth.

       No, Joe now says , that  experience of Joe slowly realizing that he was dying, because of his life destructive addictions, and compulsions.  Through grace, I was blasted out of complacency. into the journey of discovering, the powerlessness of power and the power of powerlessness.Because I was so very selfish, wanting complacency   eventually lead to the change of heart, the conversion. This conversion that was ESSENTIAL, a conditio sine qua non,  for the discovery, and entrance into  a wonder-full, awe-full experience.  Real freedom, supplanting apparent freedom.  This new freedom was, experiencing the freedom of living the life of, the true self. I now know the existential meaning of, " I have come that you will have life, and have it to the fullest" By writing this, I pray in some mysterious way this will be your experience. Complacency will not get anyone anywhere on the harsh, and crooked trail that leads one into the experience of an authentic, healthy  spiritual reality. "  First blog ,as an, 86 year old. 

                                               The exhalation of The Holy Cross.

         " The denunciation of  injustice implies the rejection of the use of Christianity 

             to legitimize the established order."( As a result ) "so many of our sisters and brothers live in poverty......the lack of respect for one's human dignity, the unjust limitations placed on personal freedom in areas of self-expression, politics, and religion." Gustavo  Gutierrez. 

 " Christ Jesus...emptied Himself..Taking the form of a slave, coming in human likeness, and found 

     human in appearance, He humbled Himself, He became subject to death, EVEN, death on the cross."

         " May you know the urgency, with which God longs for, you". ( John O'Donoghue )

 Life, in all of it's formations, is, a sacrament. In all realities, both hidden and revealed,  are revelations of The Real, and Ultimate Reality.  After I first read the following of the following I found it's ubiquitous  presence, in so many of the homilies of the preaching years: " Life is not a problem to be solved, it is a mystery to be lived." I am being lead into  accepting that, all the mysteries we are drawn into, is   preparing us for an ever deepening understanding and as  consequence an evolving relationship with, The Ultimate  Reality. In all that is, we have been chosen to experience. The Immanence of The Divine. St. Paul reminds us, this gift is  "NOT for ourselves, alone. but is to be used for the building up of the community, the common good". To  exist in aloneness in not our destiny. We are called , as social  beings to live in relationship. To live a life within community.   As a result of  being immersed in this, "life within" our existence is inextricably linked to all of the lived experiences of said, community. What a challenge lies within that, "lived relationship", and all relationships. We are, now, adding the word cosmic to better explain the gift and resulting challenge.

        All that I am sharing, is not something I left, St.Patrick's Seminary in Carlow city with. I was ordained with 30 others on, June 8th, 1963. (Added a necessary exciting, Celtic, dimension to our six years, we were  blessed with a Scott. A rabid Glasgow Celtic supporter, to booth. He was also a veteran.) Those six years were like living in a holiday camp compared to what was, to follow. Beginning with being deliberately locked out of the rectory, that  I was to call home, and in the twilight of my years the understanding of, The sacramentality of The Cross, has been, and is, in every nanosecond, being taught to me. 

   This "teaching" did not, and is not taking place in visions, or earth shattering revelations. I was not aware of what was happening in, the every here and now moment, the existential. What I have come to understand, and that process of moment to moment teaching, can be summed up in one of my often used quotes, " We live life looking forward, but we only understand it looking, backwards". What is happening right now ? More and more clarity is, very slowly, Oh !! so very slowly,  breaking through. That is why this process of writing has become, in hindsight,  is in reality, sacramental.  The place, The Unknown, is being revealed. I desperately hope and pray, this leads, each  of  you beloved ones, to embrace  the sacramentality of your EVERY, lived experience. Blessings, on the Now moments, that you are to live.

       " The life of the Historical Jesus, is no longer a human life, submerged in history, but a theological life, an icon." Way back, the following blew me away, on my first reading : " Jesus's story, is our story today" (John O'Shea)  What I read, or we read, in the gospels are given to us as lenses to see beyond, the ordinary, into the mysterious reality within.That which I see is NOT my deepest reality. All that bubbles up to consciousness is how we see ourselves as we really are. The raw naked truth !!!! As we live, so, we write. We by our "living life to the fullest", write own personal, contemporary Gospel.  This Gospel,Your Gospel may be the only gospel some people will EVER get to read !!!!!! Awe-full ???? 

      This is really getting, very verbose. Hands up, all those, in agreement !!!!! So I will end, really, with this. The cross, our daily encounters with, "failure rejection and nakedness." (Rohr) will not be the end, but the beginning, of our lived encounter with the faith-full-ness of ,Mercy.  Being in the embrace of Mercy-full  Love, we are being: healed, soothed, comforted, strengthened, and protected by a Power greater than ourselves, also named The Unknown. In Lamentations we are gifted with this  amazing truth: " Because of The Lord's steadfast love we are not consumed, ( by guilt, fear, and shame. jh) for His compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is Your faith-full-ness...His mercies never come to an end". So then Pope Francis encouraged us, "to never stop asking for mercy". "So at the end of the day, we give thanks for being betrothed, to The Unknown." (John O'Donoghue)  May the gifts of peace, joy, and love, permeate you whole being. Be, the cosmic gift ,you have been called to be. GGPJ.

    

   

         

      

"The Father of orphans and the Defender of widows is God, in His  holy dwelling. God gives a home to the forsaken." Psalm 68.

"Come, O Holy Spirit, come, strengthen, and inspire the heart of this faithless one." (hij)

"The pivotal shift in spirituality's meaning for the twentieth century is the birth of a worldview of interdependence or relationality. In the broadest sense,... spirituality is the relational component of lived experience." Katherine Zappone.

"The Father of orphans and the Defender of widows is God, in His holy dwelling." We are blessed (?) to be challenged by today's worldview; it reveals that our Prodigal Father God is not tucked away in His comfortable Heaven. She/He finds a permanent home in the tabernacle within our depths. It is NOT one person of the Holy Trinity who is present as our guest: all Three are making Their dwelling in that same tabernacle made of frail human flesh. A tabernacle that was created, fashioned in eternity, and now has found enfleshed presence in today's cosmic reality. There is never a moment that we are not bearing that tabernacle; as we go, where we go, so goes the tabernacle. We were created in eternity, and for eternity we will be bonded.

Just mere existence is not enough for us to fulfill the destiny that has been chosen for us. We have to come alive. "The glory of God is the human being fully alive" (St. Irenaeus). We must pray for the courage to embrace the mystical and cosmic paths that have been chosen for us. They have been created to be essential for the Divine Creative Plan to find perfect completion. Our constant prayer of surrender to The Plan is, "Not my will, but Your will be done." As we continue "to trudge the path," we are actually in the process of accepting those words. Process is not an event. "We do not think our way into a new way of acting; we ACT our way into a new way of thinking." So sad, but unfortunately, all too true.

I have serious problems with constantly attending to what is happening in my life and the challenges it presents. Here are some thoughts that are bubbling up. They are disjointed, unattached to what is being reflected on, but are real for frail, and becoming more frail, powerless Joe.  As a person advances along the calendar of finite time, one's ability to exercise self-will becomes less of a challenge. The desire to have one's own way, no matter the cost, remains strong and in some areas stronger. Thanks to the blessing of old age, we cannot carry on the fight for any length of time.

"Every blessing is a curse; every curse is a blessing." Acceptance of that reality sure eases the burden of the journey. The resulting anger and frustration are tough to own but necessary for our evolving relationships both with humanity and the cosmos. Let us pray that we will respond to the grace that will lead us through challenging, dark valleys and transforming mountaintop experiences always safely and gently. We are always ,beloved daughters/sons, who are always abiding in an unconditioned love that cannot  be earned, deserved,  or qualified  for. It is a pure gift. It is grace, also understood as The Prodigal Lover, in action.

This  Prodigal Cosmic Lover loves the littlest ant, the most alienated person, both within our perception, and society's prejudiced eyes. The existential challenge is how we are to work for change. Change within ourselves, which will then help change the lens of a dysfunctional current society. Change is always slow, and difficult. Well, that has been, and my past experience. My current experience. sad to say, is no different. That is why my mantra ,"Come Holy Spirit come and change  my hardened heart" is prayed, repeatedly Ever make an effort to change the mind of an older person ? well I am considered to be, a senior, senior, senior citizen. Welcome to my reality. By the way it is awaiting all who are privileged to reach, the so called, The Golden years !!!!!!

As you read the  first sentences, what struck you, What emerged from your depths, from your deepest reality? Is that not the quiet workings of The Holy Trinity, always existing and celebrating in the tabernacle of your uniqueness ?  How personal did you allow those enlightening and life giving to become ? Did the thought, hit you, despite the always slow reaction to, uncomfortable challenges,  of how personal that first quote from Scripture is?  The Father of orphans, The Defender of widows, IS presently at home.  His Holy dwelling, in today's reality, IS EACH ONE OF US.  We have been chosen, from eternity, to be the dwelling place of The Creative Spirit, and Family, Within our individual and collective depths lies the answer(s) to all the challenges provided ourselves, and  to the collective, the cosmic. The Creative Spirit always uses human instrumentality, to achieve the fulfillment of creation's destiny. Mary's place ???

         The above words, are to be, actually consciously encountered with deep reverence, not just glance at. As a result,  may todays "widows and orphans", the powerless, the disenfranchised, the marginalized, the rejects of polite society become the place where, acceptance and Samaritan care, is offered, by us, and others. The resulting, cost ?  That will be personal for each one. Prepared to pay ?

  " May your prayer of listening, be deepen enough to hear in the depths, the laughter of The Divine"

          The marrow in the skeleton bones of creation , the cosmos, is The Cosmic Christ.

           The Skeleton holds us fast, while the marrow of, The Cosmic Christ, fills us up.

       Come, Holy Spirit, come, and strengthen the  weakened mind of this, faithless one. (hij)                                   

                         This, mystifying reality, is beginning to take hold. When the oriental horizon is slowly being illuminated on, September 29 2025, I will be entering a moment,  I have never dared to imagine, the possibility of Joe entering that stratosphere of being, get this, 86 !!!!  May, The The Gracious Creative Spirit, Who has guided my journey to this mysterious ,NOW moment preserve, protect  me as, " Expectations, are planned resentments."  My, false self, is still very much, alive !!!!  My expectation that it would die because, of  the aging process was, laboring under, a misconception !!!. My reality is with the passing years it seems to have caught up more energy. 

    Please put in a good word for me, as you are celebrating your connectedness with your Higher Power. An evolving relationship with, The Prodigal Mother/Father, has been a blessing for me , and I wish the same for all you who read this effort. A person does not, nor cannot exist, cannot evolve, in, isolation. There is, in these mysterious, fruit-full now moments, a  tremendous evolving, developing  emphasis on humanities' relationship with, The Cosmic Christ. You are reading, and hearing the mention of The Cosmic Christ.  Here is a thumbnail nail sketch of how I have been lead to understand His Reality today.

" The Cosmic Christ is a theological and mystical interpretation of Jesus Christ that extends beyond the historical figure of Jesus of Nazareth. It views Christ not merely as a personal savior or religious teacher, but as a universal, Divine Presence, that permeates all of creation. This understanding draws from  Christian Scriptures, early Christian mysticism, and contemporary theological developments , especially within the realms of process theology, panentheism, and eco-theology." All things one in Christ, especially within the Body of The Cosmic Christ. " In Christ were created all things in heaven and on earth : everything visible and invisible...... Before anything was created, CHRIST EXISTED, and Christ holds all things in unity ". (Col 1,15-17) Efforts at disunity war against The Reality of The Cosmic Christ,

We are not islands, then, living a disconnected existence. Back in those days that are  now, lost in the mist of time, it took me some time to plunge the depths of this reality, " no women/man is an island". " Alone, we can do nothing"(Paul)   Ireland, was and is, an island, and was surrounded by many, many  islands. In school, their names and locations, had to be memorized.  Many of these were inhabited, and flourishing. So then, can we believe, "One can flourish as an island," ?That belief can, and will lead to dysfunctional behavior. Are we, not now living an existence that is, death dealing , rather than, as The Gracious Creator intended, be life giving.  We are called, destined from eternity to be co-creators of new life, not co-destructors of that same fruit bearing, life!! 

Back then, and in some  vapid teachings, and preachings of  today, our god was presented, communicated  to be of the transcendent ,variety, " God was in heaven and all was right with the world". The evolution of scriptural scholarship  understanding, and dynamic fruit bearing  revolution of The Second Vatican Council, lead to the revelation that Our Infinite Creator is in reality, Emmanuel. Emmanuel brings with it the transforming reality, that, THE DIVINE GOD,  Is,WITH US, what is more awe-full, The Creative Presence is ever and always within us. What is even more boggling  to the mind is  the Mercy-full, The All powerful cannot leave us. WE are bound together in a covenant of love. Now we celebrate That Loving Transforming  Presence "  in Whom ,we live, and move, and have our being."There is no moment that we are in presence of  Creative, Transforming Prodigal Lover. " "Christ is present, in all things that, are" Gregory of Nazianus. Add " Christ holds things in, unity." That statement is certintly 

       Wow !! how we struggle to make that mystifying reality, the ground of our reality. We are thereby gifted with the Foundational Rock, with Whom we can exist, live, grow, and be a creative life giving and life enhancing power of love. " The logos of God has become human so that you might learn from a human being how a human being may become Divine." Clement of Alexandria  Another quote that got me  having to dig deep, when at that moment in time, I only wanted EASY solutions, in my troubled life. This was the time of deep searching, as it was then, so it is now, and ever shall be until, my last breath.
" God became man, so that man could become God".Wherever there is The Logos, Love  is in the process of creation.  Yes ! there is a new creation breaking, through into existence.  Creation is  being being continued, anew, renewed, transfigured, and transformed , through the mystery of grace in action,

   A hard fact I have only recently begun to accept, wherever there is death, there ,new life is, mysteriously birthed. Life and death are the two sides of the same coin. From the moment we are birthed we are beginning to, live. As we are living our daily lives, we are closer each lived day, to the day of our death. Then begins a new life in a deathless resurrected reality  " Death, is, no more". Love, great  grandpa Joe.

     

          

  " Go out to all the world, and tell the good news" Mark 16:15

" Unwavering is His kindness towards us, and the faith-full-ness of the Lord, endures forever" Psalm 117  

" Come Holy Spirit come, and fill the heart of this, faithless one." (jih)

  "Preach the Gospel wherever you may go, and, when necessary, use, words" St.Francis of Assisi 

    

        Well, as you work through your daily slog, what is the Gospel, that you are gifting your cosmic home with?  What is the song you are singing, as you supply words to through your actions ? To those who are companions on this challenging journey, what is the life giving gospel message, the life enhancing  bread

  that  they  are receiving, from your song of action? The life story they are reading, and being educated by, may be the only Bible they will ever have the privilege of reading.

 They will be taught from you wordless preaching the depth of mystery ,that is coming to consciousness through your lived encounters with The Paschal Mystery. Yes !! all of your life tells a story, which is the revelation of Infinite Truth.That story is told ,under the guidance ,of The Holy Spirit.  Where The Spirit is there also is, living out an infinite story of love with Beloved Son, and  The Prodigal Father. There is NEVER a moment that we are not caught up in the embrace of, The Holy Trinity.Can we get the message across that we are not journeying into hellish suffering, alone. We are following in the footsteps of Him Who is, God, enfleshed within the confines of our, fleshiness. 

       We are being strengthened by Him,  who is in  all, reality, otherwise it is not real. our strength finds its originThe Suffering Servant of His Father,  whose reality we exude. As we grow in our suffering surrendering, gifts are gifted way beyond anything we could ever imagine. This  life giving strength  has Its  origins in our depths. For, this life-giving strength, to come to consciousness a life of in depth prayer, is asked, NO, demanded of us. We have to look, through  our Gospel lenses, at the lived experienced, of our abused,  again crucified , suffering Christ.

          Where did that first horrendous abuse and crucifixion take place ? "The name of the place was Golgotha". We do not have Alligator Alcatraz, we have, GOLGOTHA, YES, Golgotha, presented, this time ,in living color.  It is mind boggling, as these acts of abuse and can be presented to the nation, a supposedly Christian  one, as something to be publicized, admired, and now, unfortunately imitated.  What deranged minds could ever condone, not to mind imitate, such places of horrendous abuse, dehumanization and  barbarity of the beloved daughters and sons of  our common Father.  We a have ICE detention centers, whose real names must be recognized, for what they really are, Golgotha !!! Where Jesus our brother was originally abused, ridiculed, tortured, and ultimately, crucified. The ignominious death reserved only for runaway slaves. Golgotha, Calvary is front of us. "Let those who have eyes, let them see. Let those who have ears, let them hear." Let those who have hands, and feet, let them become the contemporary Simon and Veronica for todays reality, of Suffering Reality.

         A realistic picture from todays dysfunctional country, world of the Body of The Crucified One, can it be replaced with the face of a child, returning to it's empty  home. Mom and dad have been carted away, to be deported ?  Is it possible for us to stop, and honestly imagine the feelings of abandonment these our sisters and brothers are forced to endure ? The many  myself included, who have to deal with abandonment issues, can more than just empathize, they are blessed to be  able to be a, compassionate  presence. Veronica and Simon will leave the Gospel pages and become, living presences for todays suffering and abused, Jesus Christ. Each follower of  Christ must allow themselves to be challenged, ever anew, by these existential treats to our, Gospel values. 

              

       To add to the insanity of the reality we are asked to survive,  and  live in, we have the shooting of school children, gathered in the school's community, Eucharistic celebration.  They were in celebratory prayer honoring the Essential Mystery of our faith. With the flash of a gun, these Innocents  became Its horrendous reality. Here is a question, is there any distinction to be made, between the children's blood on the floor, and The Precious Blood, in the chalice ?? Are they not both , The Blood of Christ ??  Where does this encounter with rawboned  Reality lead you to?

                                            Let us take whatever constructive we can to bring about.The Kingdom, of real peace, equal justice, for all, and real transforming love. This IS ON its way, let us give it a boost, so the reality may be hurried along.    A stunned, and mystified great grandpa Joe. Why did I have so long that The Crucifixion has become so enfleshed in my reality ??? Love, prayers, blessings.

        "Be, as a page that aches for words, which speak on a theme that is timeless". 

        "Sing, as a song in search of a voice that is silent" Neil Diamond.

         "Blessed are the people The Lord has chosen to be His own" Psalm 3

"By faith Abraham obeyed when he was called out to go to a place..not knowing where he was to go"

         "Come Holy Spirit, and fill the heart of this, faithless one"(hij")

         Well !!! Well !!! I am wondering what is going on within you now ? What are your thoughts ?" Have these words stopped you, and are carrying you to, where ? Maybe to, silence ? Or has the phone been hung up ? Each person will have her or his, own very unique, response to the above words. These words are intended not just glanced over, but are allowed entrance to your depths, where they are intended to go. The above words are sacramental, and given to you and I, now. In this now moment they are given as a nourishing challenge. A healthy  spiritual stretching, which will enable us to go beyond we can go the familiar, the comfortable, the nonthreatening, the place  where our false self luxuriates. 

  This is a placed of,  indifference, prejudice, starvation This is the place where our true selves, the one where the Great Creative Mercy-full embraces us, just exactly as we are. We do have to "put on a show", to show our Infinite Beloved that we somehow deserving of unconditioned, unlimited, unrestricted love. That boat has long sailed, and is not available for boarding. Let me be very ,clear the false self is ever so comfortable on that vessel of  comfort,  selfishness, prejudice, self occupation ,denial, and death. 

 There is that page, that place within you, which is waiting for your unique song, sung in silence. In that sacramental, sacred silence your uniqueness is being revealed to you. As we are told, "Silence is God's first language" in our silence our unique story is written. Whether that ,ever sacred story ever reaches it's intended destination depends SOLEY on our free will. What an awe-full gift free will is. The Awe-full, All Power-full One, cannot force us to to anything we do not want to do. We are getting the message that, love is freeing. We life our lives in thee freedom of being, the beloved daughters and sons of ,THE BELOVED. Our belovedness is a gift we must recognize  and claim, a thousand times a day. Why so many ? We are be aware of this frightening statistic, we ABORT, our souls, a thousand times a day. 

 Like Abraham we are being called to go forth traveling, one step at a time, into the darkness of the  unknown, where in the tabernacle of  silence, The Unknown, is  patiently waiting. Waiting so that we will consent our eternal destiny of being cocreators of an evolving, mysterious, ever greening,  cosmos. What a dignity that is imprinted on our souls. Never to be lost,  removed or obliterated. Dare to embrace your unique choice of song. Do not just sing it, rather shout it out. An empty world is waiting for that sound. Can creation continue to it's authentic evolution without your unique , constructive contribution?  Love, prayers and blessings is my gift to you all. May The Gracious Great Spirit continue the work that has already begun with in, and because of the exercise of you creative freedom. Great grandpa Joe.

      " May the gracious, (kind), care of The Lord, our God, be ours."  Ps. 90.It is ours. Let, our moment to moment actions, reflect this living mysterious truth. 

    " Come, Holy Spirit come, and fill the heart of this faithless one."

    " Today, if (when,) you hear the voice of God, harden not your hearts"

   " The denunciation of injustice implies ,the rejection of Christianity, to legitimize order."G. Gutierrez

  " Today, if (when) you hear the voice of God, harden not your hearts." It has been just over the last number of years I have begun to see the need to change the "if", which for me denotes uncertainty, to "when" which forces me to concentrate on "the here, and now". Corinthians reveals to us that "now is the acceptable time, now is the time of Salvation." Here and now, ALL , that The Gracious, Creative Spirit, in infinite Wisdom, knows I need to be an authentic co-creator is being channelled into me. NOTHING, but NOTHING is missing from this sacramental,  grace imbued moment. Nor, from THIS sacramental , and this, this.... ad infinitum.  As is was in, eternity ,so it is ,now, and ever shall be.

     I, we, must make " Lord, that I may see", " Your will be done, and not mine", are spiritual bromides  I must bring to consciousness again, and, again. Then, at least for me, this acceptance of my  innate powerlessness, to do anything on my own, results in the emergence of a reality, way beyond anything I would ever be able to imagine. I am getting to be in deeper acceptance of what I heard Fr.Rohr  first say, many decades ago, " The powerlessness of power, and the power of powerlessness". I have been growing in the acceptance of this challenging spiritual truth, not through any successes I may have. 

      The mysterious truth of this bromide comes  ONLY , through loss, failure,  suffering, rejection,  and isolation. This is the spirituality of imperfection, the apophatic way so many of us have been chosen to tread. Is it not great to know we are never alone on this slog. Yes, strength is found within the bonds of  those , the community who are  embracing the challenging of living  in daily living, depth reality of the Paschal Mystery. This community is vast. To consider  Christian Nationalism, is to consider embracing a contradiction.  It is too restrictive in its outreach and vision. Of it's essence, it is powerless!! 

    As Gustavo Gutierrez writes, we must denunciate a Christianity which ties to legitimize injustice, exploitation, dehumanization, denial of the basic needs of the human person. This can be applied, unfortunately, most certainty in our day and age. Is this not both sad, and embarrassing in a country that is looked on as educated, enlightened?  I even read recently " once there is talk of "social justice' the "privileged begin to resist." 

I have from my own experience seen people,  walk out, loudly disagree, and in one case be invited to seek a transfer to a " colored parish'. The word colored was not used, the repulsive, denigrating word was hurled in anger. I asked the person,  who encouraged my immediate  transfer, if he had  received  The Eucharist? The reply was a very definite, "yes". It was then, I hung up. I was early on in my journey in the priesthood.  Boy!! did that  initially both shocked, and rattled me. On the other hand, my resolve to face  the social,  financial ,and other injustices was strengthened from that moment on. There are some things you do not challenge an Irishman with. Especially if he comes from County Cork and was raised the many exploits of Michael Collins. We share some of the same DNA !!!! 

            

               "Lord, on the day I called You answered me; and built up strength within me.

             " The Lord will complete what He has done for me."Psalm 138.( In spite of my doubts and fears)

             "Come, Holy Spirit and fill the heart of this, faithless, one"(jih)

               From one of my favorite Irish songs.   "Isle of Hope, Isle of Tears Isle of freedom, Isle of fears but it's not the isle you left behind

        That Isle of Hunger, Isle of Pain you'll never see again,But that isle of home is always on my mind."

 The events of our present history offers us the challenge of facing the awe-full  harshness of what is being perpetuated both at home and abroad. It boggles my mind that living, maybe existing is the right word,  in this supposed most advanced civilizations we are forced to face repulsive realities. We are challenged by "the barbarity of war" (Pope Leo), famine, and can we actually say, the possibility of, genocide?

    For me, "that Isle of Hunger, Isle of pain" will never again be seen by this alien, this Irishman born I County Cork. I was raised  with thought "that freedom was not free". My family really paid a serious price for freedom.  From my earliest youth I was a student of Irish History. Famine and genocide, are words not foreign to the sad history of Ireland. Before the beginnings of the genocide, NOT FAMINE, there were 8 million people in Ireland. After the horrors of the  deliberate, and well thought plans, actions of The British Government, Ireland was reduced to four million.  Records now available reveal that there was NO drop-off in the exports from Ireland to England during those Genocide years. The deprivation of food was looked on as the solution to the  'perceived",Irish,  problem.  Papers now available paint a dastardly picture of the English political mind. There is plenty of research available to make the word "famine" disappears from  description of what happened in Ireland,  and replaced, as it is now, partially, with,  GENOCIDE. 

Facing the growing challenge of hunger in so many parts of our home, we must also face this horrendous fact, there is food available but obstacles are placed to the way of the victims of  famine, and todays genocide to receive such aid. Thank God some countries are  now taking the initiative, and food is being air dropped. Blessings on all those who are brave enough to feed  the present day, SUFFERING BODY OF CHRIST.  The starving Christ was in the body of every Irish person, as He is, to day, in all those suffering in Gaza, Ukraine, and the starving hordes to be found in many continents.  

     " Those to whom much is given, much is expected" are Gospel words that cannot be sloughed over. We must counter attack those who would belittle such prophetic thinking. As some unfortunate leaders are  betraying Their Christ-like , humane calling, and are following The Hireling Shepherd. Our time, these times call out in desperate manner, for shepherdesses and shepherds faithful to the the Gospel's Social Teachings, irregardless of denomination. WE are being called to unite so as  to bring about seismic change .This seismic change has to find  its, origin, beginnings, in The Power that already dwells in the depths of  all hearts. As you read this I hope there is a new AWAKENING of the call to vocation of  being prophets. Prophets always speak the truth to power. History bears out that was not, "a good move", the prophets voices can only be silenced for a little while. From the blood spent, springs up a new breed of prophet. A prophet more committed to the radical demands of The Gospels.  

    Why would you choose to encounter to receive  That Creative, Always Creating Spirit in the Sacrament of Confirmation and Priesthood. Sometimes, when, I am gut honest, I sincerely question the actions of the hireling leadership of our Catholic Faith. Not our past and present popes who are breathing life into a new awakening. A new and more startling revelation of the Power of The Resurrection.

 Catholic means, "you all come". All are welcome and to partake, without money, without having to pay any price, of the blessings The Generous Creator has bestowed. There are to be no door checks, no validation of the required status, for entry to any celebration. All are called, all are chosen, by Infinite Love from It's Womb of Infinite love. We all are conceived and then called forth out of the impenetrable mists of  eternity. We had the beginnings of our  eternal communion  in the  infinite  depths of The Womb Of Infinite Lover. We must remind ourselves, and communicate  this truth to our human family and all creation of a Love that cannot ever be lost, or taken from us. From infinity we all enjoyed being called " BELOVED. The Lord will complete what has begun, but we are cocreatorrs in all the mysterious creative action necessary for  the creative evolution of "New Heavens and a new earth."..... GGPJ.

                   

 " Remember those in prison as if you were together with them in prison, and to those are mistreated as if

       you yourselves were suffering " Hebrews 13:3

 " Russian clergy who said "NO" to Putin's war in Ukraine are paying a price."( National Catholic Reporter)  From those who have died, from their deaths will spring The Springtime of a new, vibrant, prophetic, and an Eucharistic Church,in the fullest meaning of the word. 

   Come Holy Spirit come, and strengthen the heart of this faithless one. ( jih)

 Left the " home for expectant fathers', never knowing what was to come. We were prepared for change, but "seismic" did not enter the conversation. We are still feeling the tremors of the those seismic convulsions in our evolving Church, here 60 years plus. The changes wrought by Vatican Two have been fought tooth and nail. The Holy Spirit will work Its mysterious power, leaving those who thought they had power, powerless. Many have suffered unnecessarily. The Truth will always win in the long run. 

   There have been Martys in every, era, eon of the church, and our time is no different. The list of South American Martys, those contemporary Mary and Marthas, if it were published, what triggered their deaths, and who were the executioners, we would be shocked to our core. There is a great shadow side that must be penetrated and exposed. One Pope has published, "Where there is great light, there is also, great shadow." Our church and country is no different. We are ready to  eagerly embrace the light.  To Honestly embrace the shadow takes one may say, reckless courage. Let us take a look at our own families and see how the shadow, the family secrets are preserved, and defended. To what lengths do we go to defend the secret, the shadow. Can we say, "to the death ?" Honesty............

Please say HI ! to the Marthas and Marys within your depths. They live together, peacefully, each achieving what each  has been designed to achieve. Martha and Mary are archetypical realities within each one of us. ( This may send to scurrying to Google in search of the meaning of, archetype. Do not hesitate. Do it and see what dramatic changes comes to your understanding of  the scriptures and then of  yourself. I guarantee it is worth all the effort.) For so long Mary was praised for her stance, while poor Martha was given less than kind treatment. Not so today. In this day when we no longer judge in a the binary either/or but we now are called to enjoy the freedom of, the both/and. 

       A healthy  relationship with Martha, and Mary is, ESSENTIAl  for our healthy understanding leading to healthy growth.  D.V. We have to have Martha space, ever deepening our ability to listen to the voice of The Holy Spirit and then be lead to more committed actions as Mary. Without the balance Mary and Martha can trigger, and do trigger unwelcome, and very unwholesome consequences. Hubris can be the unwelcome visitor, when we do not attentively pay attention what The Master wishes to teach us as we find ourselves, "sitting at His Feet". Listening to what He is saying to us, as  the now, The Risen Christ. That is the Christ St.Paul says " lies within us". This is The Christ Who is "the source" of hope and strength.

    We have to make time for, information to be imparted. This leads to the formation of something new in our understand of todays mission of ,The Christ. It begins in our depths, in The Tabernacle of our depths, and slowly brings about through the action of mysterious grace, transformation. Once transformed we are not to rest, to glory, to luxuriate in the exciting newness. The next step is action. Contemplative action is a new word that has entered my vocabulary. Not understood at first. It is truly amazing what happens when one "sits at the feet of Him whose ministry we are continuing in our traumatized and suffering world. Martha alone, cannot get it done. Mary alone is impotent. Martha and Mary, together ends up as a dynamic, transformative power leading to Gospel living, and action.

                                " Come, Holy Spirit, and fill the heart of this faith-less one"

"Christ exists in all things, that, are."( Gregory of Nazianzus.)

" Those who remain silent, are RESPONSIBLE too." Saint Edith Stein, died Auschwitz, Aug.9th 1942, along with her sister Rosa. Both converts to Catholicism.

" Every creature participates  in some way in the likeness of The Divine Essence."(Thomas Aquinas)

How are you awakening the new revelation of The Divine Creative Spirit, The Divine Essence, present present within you and this present moment, and  at this moment ? Now again at this moment ?  For me, as I view with the naked eye, I see no difference whatsoever. For those who know they tell me there is an imperceptible change, as The Power of The Creative spirit is CONTINUING the endless work of your evolutionary process. Each evolutionary process is guided into reality by The Holy Spirit, The Spirit of Truth, The Giver of Life, The Source of Love. We are not evolving accidents. We are  an essential part The Masterplan  we are being guided in, and into reality. This happens one nano second at a time. Too fast for us to observe with the naked eye, so we need soul work. Soul work is our journey into the depths of our often harsh reality, there we encounter, Ultimate Reality, which is another way of describing, The Divine God Essence. 

     Way back, Moses, speaking to the wanderers in the desert, reminded them that the master plan for The Creator's Creation have been placed in them, written in their hearts and mouths.  It has been the ongoing challenge, for all who follow in their footsteps to have the courage to carry out what is written. within and on The Spirit's ,Manuscripts. May The Holy Spirit guide you into the AWE-Full, mysterious reality of who each one is, of their essence. 

 No body, but our Gracious Creator can bestow on us on us the Awe-full-ness of who we always are. Nobody can take what has been bestowed in Love. We all have the experience of where we not just question our Awe-full-ness but we actually actively deny  having "pearl of great price.Today we are blessed to have a more holistic understanding of creation. There  is no longer a division between the sacred and profane, there is only one reality, the sacraments of our present being, and the sacred place on which we stand, this sacramental moment. 

We do not have to look for The Divine. The Divine Presence is within, waiting patiently for us to discover, and visit the tabernacle which a the home for The All. Where  Safety Peace and True Freedom reigns, it is the place where those of us who are heavily burdened can come and rest awhile. There is always that invitation to "come rest in Me". The Sacred, The Divinity is always reach out to us in unconditional love. It really bothers, to no end the false self that we cannot earn, deserve, or qualify for endless unconditioned acceptance. It is pure gift. Let us not bastardize such a necessary transformative gift.  

( Only if you wish !!! This was something that bubbled up, and I am reluctant to delete it.) Last evening, for some reason, I found little Joe, remembering how he felt with his  first encounter, with, the ocean. I can vividly remember being contented to sit in the wading pool, on the beach at Garretstown. This is regarded as one of the best beaches to be found in the county of Cork, Ireland. (Who does know that famous, colorful county ? )  I was safe, enjoying the warmth of the sun. As least for a while.  Then I turned my head, saw the ocean, and it beckoned to me. I only remember standing, where the little lapping waves found their home. Because they shared their home, I found a place of hospitality, safety, and security.. That began a long history of  Joe answering the call of the waves. I travelled  over, oh so many waves to arrive in this challenging, blistering desert. Deep within I will always have a  growing memory, of that safe place.  Forward to now, I have to meet the ongoing challenge of, P.T.S.D. so a safe, secure place is ever so very, very precious.  

Some of our Bishops are taking their pastoral, and prophetic callings so very seriously. Let us support them in every way we can. Take the warning of Edith Stein, we do NOT have to option of remaining silent. We are about to face the stark reality of being prophetic presences and voices. I some cases, maybe in all the battles for justice and common decency, we pay the price. hen you are being confined to the prisons of unjust anger and shame, Psalm 69 assures us that "those who are in bonds', their cries are  always heard. Lastly," Hope does not disappoint." May the Creative Spirit guide your efforts. May you find courage, hope, and the spirit of perseverance, in The Gracious Power of Love. This is where all began, and are on the hard slog back to. Love,  prayers, and blessings. Great Gramps.

           

       

       

           

       I really feel bad that there is no conventional "Happy Something" to wish you. Hold your horses now, of course there is. Wait for it, A Happy Birthday to you all. This is taking seriously that every day is a new birthing day for you. The person that was yesterday is now part of the foundations of the now you. Brand new, and even more deeply mysterious, than you were yesterday. The Creative-Creating is working on a masterpiece, which is you. You are a masterpiece to be viewed in a museum, but you are being created, one nano second at time, to be viewed by all those who need for Mystery is being met by, and in your presence. We are told Our Creator God is ever new. We being His/Her living presence are always new. ETERNALLY SO. Is there ever a moment that is not appropriate to join with all the cosmos in singing , shouting loudly as possible, "Happy BIRTHING to you, in this sacramental moment." in eternity.

             Now that you are being birthed, anew, let us journey through some other reasons to sing, shout gloriously another  "Happy". Happy Christmas, seems appropriate. To day, The Mystery of The Incarnation is receiving a new revelation in, and through every nano second you will be privileged to  live. "The Glory of God, is,  the human person fully alive" St. Irenaeus. We are not being created to  just exist, we are called to "live life, and live it to the fullest". We are then challenged to be the best person we can be, in this moment. We must remember this is, you are looking at it. the best version of yourself, that has ever existed. "Never better". (Msgr. O,Grady R.I..P.)  

   Who we are in the continuous process of becoming, of evolution into a newness.We are becoming an new reality. This new reality, which we will be privileged  inhabit, is being built on on belief that each nano second ,a new revelation of The Mystery of Being, is best revealed in this new  version of our authentic human-being-ness. We must ever remind ourselves, there is a God, and we are not that, Infinite Being. Every moment is a Christmas moment. Every moment is, a moment The Incarnation is newly revealed. Where is that going to take you ? Reflect on your "now" uniqueness ???

          Well, every "now" moment, is,  mysteriously unique.  No two ,are the same. Life's moments,  cannot, of their essence be boring. Why?  Within the depths of every new , ever fleeting  moment, is mysteriously  presents ALL,Yes ,ALL that  the Liturgical Year, and  the unique Liturgical Celebrations, takes a complete year to recognize and celebrate.  We can look back ,and upon reflection, come to discover, all that  which , were present within every Liturgy  is now, present. Yes. Yes, right here , and right now, period. So in the now, in this, not so  "simple moment", within its depths, is everything that it  the Liturgical year takes to celebrate. This then is how mysterious each moment is.  Here and now what is hidden within, is exposed for celebration You have had the experience of looking at something through a magnifying  glass or microscope. What seems to be kinda ordinary, and sometimes dead, under the microscope is filled with life, and vitality. Liturgy, and the Liturgical year is the magnifying glass which extends our so called ordinary moments, into weeks and months of  rediscovery and celebration. ( If you can get through these last sentences in one read, you are mystically magnificent. I have lost time on how long it has taken to get those few sentences on paper. I am missing golf on t.v. No pain, no gain????? )

         Within the present moments, all the mysterious  moments of Holy Week and The Paschal Mystery is  our hidden reality.  We are today, now, challenged  to see and embrace Christ, Who  is again beaten, bruised, betrayed, brutalized, and crucified, in the most powerless of His sisters and brothers. We are faced with all the ramification of poverty, and powerlessness. Our neighborhoods, communities are reliving in their moment to moment realities what first happened almost 2,000 years ago.( Remember, in the spiritual there is no time and space.) We are again exposed to the cross being carried by the contemporary Christs. Where is Simon and Veronica to be encountered ministering to The Suffering One, in all suffering of all humankind. 

     We are in tomb time again. All of humankind and the rest of creation is sitting, waiting and watching for the darkness of the unknown to be pierced again, with the transforming, transfiguring power of The Resurrected One. Liminal time is really, really tough to endure, by ourselves. We need community and community celebrations to rekindle the fire, that is now to be  searched for, and rediscovered among the ashes. There is life in the ashes, of the seemingly ashes of life. "Death is not an end, death is a beginning." So easy to repeat, is it not? To put it into practice, "walk the talk" not talk the walk. We need each other as never before. These are uncertain times, so we must be exposed for revivification to the Gracious Creative Spirit Whose job description is to stir up faith and hope among us who are faithless, and hopeless. " I believe, Lord, help my disbelief/unbelief". From within the  fear-filled darkness, in our "absolute dependence on a Higher Power", EVER and Always we shall emerge, newly birthed , newly vitalized. Yes, from  the place of powerlessness,  The Paschal Mystery within or lived experience, shall emerge "new heavens, and a new earth."  

       

 

 Well, "Happy Easter" is not appropriate, but, "Happy Birthday" is, as today we celebrate the birthday of the Mother  Church.. For Joe it is "Happy sixty-second Anniversary", that is of, ordination. On June 8th 1963, in Carlow, Cathedral  30 very nervous young, and one  mature adult answered the call. They were each called by name, in latin, and the answer was "ad sum". That was when I was called to the priesthood. Until then we were just candidates for ordination. It was a six year process of vetting as to whether we had what it took to be ordained, or, not. I was all of, 23 years .  

            In August of that year, three other Corkonians, boarder a plane at Shannon Airport and winged their way from the green grasses of Ireland, to the brown deserts of Arizona. I was immediately immersed in the convulsions of the Catholic Church as she adapted to the  resolutions, and revelations of The Second Vatican Council.  I like all others are riding out the waves of change,  right up to this present moment.  It is help-full to know, "the only thing certain, is change" ?????  Great consolation to us who are struggling. Adding to the challenge of change here we are adapting to the election, under the guidance of The Holy Spirit, of Pope  Leo 14th. Blessing on Him and His Bride as they journey further along the trail , and trials, of an evolutionary journey. " Faith", it helps to know, or not, " is a journey into uncertainty, NOT certainty" Is it not also called, "the dark night of faith." Far cry from all the certainties I came with in 1963. At 85 I find I have to work harder than I ever did in the seminary. Back then one of the funnies was,  a seminary was "a home for expectant fathers". There was more truth, than poetry to that, as the Irishman said.

         To sing "Happy Birthday, to us" is a very appropriate rhythm for today. As I have mentioned before, one of the books that radically changed me was, "The People are The Church" by Eugene Kennedy. As you know well, one of my favorite sayings is, " Every blessing is a curse, and every curse is a blessing". There were, and are times I wished I was  not exposed to the challenge that book proposed and consequently  exposed me to, over there 62 years, There was a companion to that publication, " Comfort my People". The challenging truths of the 60's are alive and well in our world today, and as consequence in our church. Every individual, that is you and I, are being challenged as never before, to adopt and adept ourselves to the challenges of our ever evolving realities.

             We cannot, we were not chosen and created to live a life of security and safety. The Holy Spirit has directed the evolution of the cosmos, for at least 13.4 billion years, It has guided the relationship with emerging humanity for eons. This guidance into "all truth" is happening within the reality of this present moment. It cannot happen in any other way. The Creative Spirit always looks for the cooperation of human instrumentality  to achieve It's evolutionary goals. In this moment your response to the call, will depend the wellbeing of the present creation, and the chance of a healthy evolutionary future. That is why every moment is sacred. Charged with the Glorious Presence, Who reaches out in desperate need of our human cooperation. We do not have to be perfect in all of this. We, as, "perfectly imperfect human beings" are called on to make our best effort at all times. We do our best, and The Creative Spirit, does the rest. That is The Holy Spirit's job description, to bring order to chaos. As it was, so it is, and ever shall be.

Let us all pray for this confident belief, we are not just accidents of nature. We have been part of the eternal plan, that is being lived in you and through all the created universe. Hope your birthday celebrations will reflect the dignity a people, chosen to be, The Gracious Creator's, very own !!!! 

Pray for me as I enter the unknown 63 third year of a very mysterious, challenging slog. Gramps.

              

              

 Still Easter, 2025, but not for long more. The calendar time will run out, but our reflection on The Paschal Mystery and its mysterious, very heady, meanings are to be our constant companion. The every day journey into  reality, and so into Reality, will bring us to a constant new awarenesses. This is what can make our every day, so-called humdrum  life explode with mystery, and a new level of meaning. This breathes excitement into our moment to moment living out of the gift of, living freely. This freedom, like all freedoms comes at a price. The greater the freedom the greater the price. So we have Memorial Day, and Lent, Easter Mysteries. We also have lives that have lived that can be checked as regards the price was paid in vain.  As a result we grow into an ever deepening understanding of  mysterious life that is ours that is to be lived in freedom that came at the price of someone else, life-blood. 

             One has to be extremely blind not to accept the fact that the quality of life is not what was envisioned by Jesus, The Christ and our Founding Fathers. The Historical Jesus, who became The Christ Of God, through His sacrificial death, through His, Vicar on Earth, is challenging us not to  betray the vision, " Have come that you may have life, and have it to the fullest". St.Irenaeus has written, "The Glory of God, is the human person fully alive." As we look at the lives of billions, they are blatantly not living lives that reflect, full human  aliveness. The billions who are barely subsisting, far, far, from living a life that befits a child of The Loving  Creator God.  To meet the challenge, and a consequence challenges you and I we find that there are always Good Samaritans to be found, ministering to The Presence of The Suffering Who is to be found in refugees, migrants, disenfranchised, and all who do not measure up to something thatbreflects anything but Gospel values. Can we say, as we honestly look at our country, and world as say this is the living which encourages, and makes possible, authentic human living ? Let us become the people who embrace unvarnished truth, not people of the lie, compounding the ongoing Crucifixion, of "the least of the brethren ".

            We must, possible in a new way of living, free our  inner Veronica and Simon, so we can bravely step forward to do what is necessary to make the lives of all, especially the lives of the  vulnerable, lives that can "Thank You" for the sacrifices of those who fought,  so,"that all men/women can be free." The vision of The Historical Jesus, Who became the Christ, and those who formed a vision for our country, must regain its place. A tough question , " Has enough blood been spilt, lives eviscerated, humans dehumanized,  and enough of the vulnerable, exploited ?. 

      We must start with the vulnerable person we meet, as we  look in the mirror every morning. What are the plans to be the contemporary Good Samaritan, to the wounded one we encounter lying in pain, in the depths of our broken, wounded humanity ? We must ask for the strength, the courage, not to live lives of lies, of denial, but that bravely embrace our deepest embarrassing  secret reality. This is where conversion begins. We are turning around, confront the lies, and live a live of real freedom, not the  apparent freedom that leads us back into denial, inaction and a death that is certain to say, " I do not respect the sacrifices of those who have  made the unlimited sacrifice. I will squander my freedom because I lack the conviction that " I am my sister's/brother's keeper".  " Whatever you do to the least ones, you do it to Me".  

              We must  then, make Matthew 25, the corner stone of our current formation, of our conscious and will. " I was hungry and you fed me, thirsty and you gave me to drink, I was in prison and you visited me......" Nowhere can be found a condition that must be met before ministry takes place. We must all confront fearlessly, or as best we can, the lies that have made their way into our hearts and minds that has allowed us to live a life of neglect, as far as The Contemporary Wounded Christ is concerned. We are the " home of the brave". Suit up as those who we remembered on Memorial Weekend suited up to meet the challenge to  their common freedom. " No one is free, until all humankind is free".

 Having lived among the poor Pope Leo has a very different understanding of " La Vida ". That is what the poor does for us it awakens a very different understanding of A Mercy-full  Good Shepherd. A Shepherd Who, here I am repeating myself, never leaves His flock, of which  we are an essential part, untended. The Good Shepherd leads the flock.  When a sheep strays away from the rest of the flock, He leaves those safe sheep, and seeks, and searches for the lost one. He does not drive the sheep back, but carries that wayward one back to it's safe home, the flock. All the members of the flock know the shepherds voice  and will not follow any other voice.  What an awe-full dynamic  lies at the heart of this relationship.What a wonder-full, awe-full truth. A truth we must make reflect on constantly, in oder that reality of the mystery becomes ours. Let us all pray we may never deny the truth that lies beneath this relationship. This denial leads to a life lived in fear, as well as an existence etched out in hopelessness. Not the life we have been called to live.

           Have you noticed that Pope Leo offers the the same peace to us, that The Risen Christ offered to His disciples on that first Easter morning. Is not our Pope subtly directing us to examine again, and again, the meaning behind not just peace, but Shalom. That fullness of meaning must be our guiding strength as we face a world, whose only underlining reality is, uncertainty. Then along comes the voice of our New Shepherd, crying out aloud, Be Awoke....Be Loving....Be Woke. We must arise from our slumbering and listen to the fearless voice of  this Pope. This voice  does find its roots in fantasy, but in the lived experience of the poor, the powerless, the neglected, the exploited, and any dehumanizing reality you can bring to consciousness. What a reality he is bringing to the Papacy. A papacy whose roots are to be found in life of The Historical Jesus of Nazareth. This Jesus, became The Christ of God, through His sufferings, death, burial, and Resurrection. That Christ now dwells within ur depths. He has chosen each one to be the tabernacle where He with The Father, and the Holy Spirit dwells eternally 

       Pope Leo knows what is is to pray from, the mud. He knows in his gut, what it means to pray from  the place, of anger. Anger At God!!!!! When have you heard a Pope encourage the prayer of anger to be directed to, A Divinity, A God we are angry at., He is encouraging us to bravely exercise  our freedom, to tell Him in unvarnished words  exactly how we feel. Feelings  are our deepest truth. Let us pray to The Source of ALL  Truth that we have the courage to speak our truth, to, The Mysterious Truth.

       Years ago, I read one author write this startling truth, " anger transformed by Grace, leads us to a life of compassion." Is this the way to compassion ? I now believe it is THE ONLY WAY. Pope Francis oozed compassion. He spent his whole life of pastoral ministry, ministering to the powerless. Can we expect anything less from the pastoral approach of Pope Leo.  His ministry, in his own words, must  " be guided by truth... humbled by grace... committed to justice." Let us pray that all my grow up to be responsible citizens. Have the courage to fearlessly voice,  The Truth, and follow Him who has gone before us to transforming crucifixion.   "Be.... Awoke, Be.....Loving, Be...... Woke"  Prayers for courage !!!!! Gramps.

 Easter 2025...... The following was posted on FB on Thursday night:

                 "It is time for me to for me to go to the bunkhouse  !!!!! I have spent the day making an effort to wrap my head around THE news, of the day, year, decade, and decades to come. We  have a new Pope. He has chosen the name Leo. He will be the fourteenth Pope with that historic name. In one way, it will be the continuation of the vision of Pope Francis, yet that vision has to be developed to meet the challenges of our emerging, evolving creation.  

        Today's answers cannot answer the questions of tomorrow. We will ALL, that all the members of the human family be challenged to embrace an evolving newness. Let al pray for the all around health of our new Papa. I will be here for a short lived experience of the evolutionary world that is on its way. Always remember, yesterday's answers are to be the foundation of answers not yet formulated. They are, of necessity coming !!! What a mysterious future awaits all of our creation. Blessings to and on, all. 

             Having read that, how do you feel ? Challenging, to say the least. Complacency will be a luxury, that will trigger greater challenges for the spiritual well being of all. All who are companions traveling on this space ship we call, earth. We are all co-creators of an emerging, evolutionary home. Pope Leo sees the challenges that technology is presenting to our world community. We are only in the infancy of a revolutionary way of addressing challenges. Are those solutions healthy ones for us, going forward ?  That is just one of the challenges Pope Leo has to face. We are experiencing a splintered world. Divided in so many ways. We are a divided church. The church, The Body is to be experienced as a unity of complementary parts. St. Paul has provided us, for centuries now, a vision of how The Body is to live in harmony. We are sad to say, more divided. 

         I have experienced an evolving church community for 61 years, plus. It has not been a journey one would have chosen. Yet from my experience I have to encourage you, when darkness seems to be hiding all vestiges of hope, it is then we are to rely on dark faith. We have The Spirit of Joy and Hope given to us. We are not orphans. Having no home, no place of welcome. We DO have a home ,way beyond our limited imagination. Pope Leo will be The Shepherd meeting our needs. Challenging solutions will be offered. Choices will be made. Some will hide away in the status quo. Clinging to the deception of certitude. Others will choose," the narrow gate". The rocky, winding, uncertain trail will be the one that will lead us into  new Heavens and a new evolving earth. The only thing that is certain, is uncertainty.

          Pope Leo has the experience of journeying with the poorest of the poor. Luxury is foreign to him. He has been formed, nourished, by The Body Of Christ which has known only poverty,  neglect, and powerlessness. He was a presence whose very being oozed hope, strength, joy, affording his Peruvian family the certitude that The Risen Christ is in His Body. This Presence is saying, do not fear, all will be well. It will take time for us to come to an understanding of what Peru taught Pope Leo. He will pass it on to us in the subtleness of the life he will challenge us to live. Let us pray, that we may be one, in mind heart, soul. Christ prayed that all His followers be one. Let us work to bring unity within ourselves, our families, our homes, and our home of homes. Let us suit up, and show up.

 Easter 2025..... continued. Waiting is tough ?,Right ? I am impatient. I want directions, answers, right now. The more one reflects on the spiritual journey, we find a great deal of what of what was gifted, came after waiting.  So much of what happened to our ancestors in faith, was the result of liminal time.  As it was for them, so, it is our lot, in this now moment. Yes we do not know what is to come, but we do know what is happening to us, right now." Now is the acceptable time". In this moment all that we need to be happy, joyous, and free, is being pour into you and I, RIGHT NOW. 

    As we are anxiously waiting for what is to come, The Creative Spirit is using this time to reveal something new. The power of Transforming, Transfiguring grace, molding us into the person we need to be, to be ready to respond to the gift, that is to be given. The waiting, then, is essential ? Pain-full but essential for growth. Does not so much life emerge from the darkness of the womb. We may have emerged from the darkness of the physical womb, but we need to return to that experience to grasp what is happening, now. We are experiencing the ever newness, always gifting us, not what the false self demands, but the gift graciously accepted by, the true self.

              There are millions, if not, billions, waiting for white smoke. What we are all being offered is, black. A signal, the process of The Conclave must continue. The Holy Spirit is using this time to make sure what is going to be revealed, some moment in the future, will be, NOT  WHAT WE WANT, but what is the best for all of creation. We were taught a great lesson in the 1960'S. What was expected, was not what was given. Creation, and the ongoing creative process of evolution, was gifted Saint, John the twenty third. Not what was wanted, but what was needed. We all have experienced a transformation way beyond anything that was expected. So much so, to the present moment the validity of process has not been accepted. As it was, so it will be, are we prepared for the struggle, as we journey into the uncertainty of the future. Let us all, if possible, embrace all now moments are infused with,  The Creative Presence, of The Creating Power, God. 

               Gifts are sometimes given at the most surprising time. Right ?? Those in that room on Easter Sunday, when they were most aware of their power to act, their helplessness in the face of faith challenges, were given this inestimable gift, the power to forgive sins. In the greeting of Shalom, all that was need was being poured into their depths. I would really have liked to go to St.Peter. He, from his experience of the Power of Love, had so much understanding,  compassion to share, freely.He had been shocked to his roots.  

      In the depths of his new rootedness was a readiness to reconcile anyone, for anything. He would stop any self persecution, self shaming. " Stop, just take a look at what I did. I denied my Master, not once, but three times. When He greeted me, and all the others, it  was with, Shalom. It is Shalom I am gifting to you. Go and enjoy the new life that is now, yours.  But remember, this gift is not for you, it is to be given away, freely.  

     One cannot, earn, deserve or ever qualify for Shalom. When given away, will increase the wonder, the joy, of what it means to be always in the mercy-full embrace of Unconditioned Love. As you were gifted Shalom, so now be a messenger of this new way of loving, in all relationships. Then an unquenchable flame of Divine Love will transform and transfigure, all that is.  May Shalom, shared in all of its practical applications  be that which will enlighten the current darkness. The light of day, always emerges from the womb of darkness. This is our, now. It is all we have got. It is more, than enough. Grandpa Joe.

                

 Post Easter Sunday, 2025.

            I will be able to write that heading for a total of 50 days after Easter Sunday. This is a mantra now, for me, unfortunately for you. " We spend 40 days preparing for the celebration of The Easter-Paschal Mysteries. We have three days of celebration, to be drawn into The Mysteries. Now we are in the midst of a 50 day journey into a fuller, more complete understanding of what it means to be initiated into these mysteries. Each time some aspect of The Mysteries is revealed to us, that up to now was before us but we somehow did not see it. We were then in a partial understanding of these supernatural  mysteries.  By each unique celebration we are  privileged to be drawn, by the Holy Spirit ever deeper into what up to now has been hidden from sight, and as a consequence, understanding. 

I would love to have a fly on the wall when the wall as the disciples gathered in a locked room, after death and now Resurrection. What were the whispers being exchanged ? You can, for your edification, make up how you think the whispered conversations went !!!!!! How must the combined group have been shocked when The Risen Christ stood in their midst ? Put yourself in their sandals, and be led into..... Now you are back listen to the words of The Once Crucified and buried One. " Shalom, peace", were His words of comfort, to the embarrassed group. There were no words of remonstration, accusation for lack of support in the moments of extreme suffering, and death. There was just, Shalom. For us Gentiles that means just peace. How sad? We are somehow deprived of how the Jewish mind understands that familiar greeting. Shalom is also used as a good-bye. 

   The following are what a Jew wants to convey by the salutation Shalom. The wish contains a desire for you to experience,  inner peace, wholeness,  fullness-completeness  in mind body and estate. ( after loss), means to restore, to make whole. It also has means wishes for "good health",  "prosperity"," also, well-being, well". In time of struggle, like right now, there is the wishing for tranquility, and completeness. There are more meanings for you to discover, hidden in the wish, the greeting. Make your own list of the many challenging, deep and different meanings and allow them to grow to consciousness.

Wow !!! here I am having written a great deal, and have not reached the point I wanted to make. So, I will impose on your generosity sometime in the future, when we will continue an understanding of the dynamic, inherent in that first meeting.  Shalom, in the fullness of its meanings to you, your loved ones, and all are accompanying you on this journey, as spiritual beings, immersed in the human condition. Shalom is, above all, a greeting to ourselves. 

    Unless we are convinced, we have within our depths the power to bring all that  'Shalom" means,, not just peace, we will miss out on the intent of our creation ,in eternity, and receiving existence in, creation. We will ever and always be so much more than what we, perceive ourselves to be. Yea, we are all, by our inner nature,  mysterious. Mysterious because of Whose Being we share. A living mystery must be reverenced and celebrated, to have fullness of life, do you not think?    May your Easter-Paschal celebrations bring you Shalom, with all of its many meanings.

 " The Creator's first language is, silence." Those words really silenced me when I first read them, again, many eons ago. The language of silence is so difficult to comprehend, not to mind understand.Obviously I have been silent for some time now. First there was the silence of the empty tomb. Then we were hit with the silence of the now, empty, Chair of Peter. That is a a great deal of silence which we have to face with deep faith, and soul searing quiet. We are being lead where ? Into the darkness of our faith journey. 

           I am of the belief  that the silence you and I had to face , and are facing, is speaking deep truths. Truths that are springing  from the depths of darkness. Truths that become your real foundational source of faith. The Historical Jesus, on His way to becoming The Christ of God experienced the silence of the aftermath of His Paschal Death, while awaiting His Resurrection. As the result of His Resurrection we all now share  before we encounter the finality our Terminal Death. We are guaranteed, with all of creation ,an intimate knowledge of what it means to die and  be resurrected. The Easter Mysteries have this lesson to teach us, "Death is not an end, death is a ,beginning". We are now free to ,name our deaths, but it is essential we claim our births. Otherwise we can fall into discouragement. The Easter Mysteries  are teaching  us, "in every ending there is a beginning. In every beginning, there is an ending." What is dawning in your darkness ? What is being revealed is, NOT, for yourself  alone, but for the building up of the common good. (St. Paul) 

 The word death is a word that is becoming a very frequent visitor to my every day vocabulary. I am now 85 and a half. That half is enunciated more often now , when announcing my age,  just like a child ????? Well I am in my second childhood, and I am now, not prepared to ignore that reality.  I cannot find refuge in fantasy land. Reality is my now, home.  I am becoming more and more comfortable with the oncoming transforming encounter with death. Death is now a recognized and kinda welcomed companion.  Transfiguration is a universal reality. In each encounter we grow into an ever deepening mysterious relationship with, The Real, Reality Itself. The path is sure a winding trail, leading to where ? We are not privy as to our destiny. We grow in the certain knowledge we never journey alone. We are ever and always, a Foursome.  The Father, Son, and Holy Spirit have Their Dwelling place in the tabernacle that has been created and gifted to us. A gift that we cannot loose, no matter what...... 

We have again encountered loss. Tomb time,  followed by  another tomb time. From the first Tomb time Came The Resurrection.  From this now tomb time will  emerge new life, challenging us to a new way of living. We are in desperate need to be blessed with the lenses which are able to draw us into having the sight to see Easter-Paschal life springing to life, from the darkness.  The power of The Risen Cosmic Christ will continue to shatter darkness in all its forms. In the wake of the shattering what new life do you envision will become a lived part of all reality ? This is guaranteed to happen, why? We have been chosen, and blessed to be co-creators of all evolving creation. Yes! all of us as a Resurrected People, will have facilitated the shattering, as is our, DESTINY .  " I believe, help my unbelief/disbelief".